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He's gonna call... by balbuzard He's gonna call... :iconbalbuzard:balbuzard 6 24 Shes smiling is she happy ? by angelthanatos Shes smiling is she happy ? :iconangelthanatos:angelthanatos 1 6
Missing him already
I hold all but the perfect realationship
he holds me and tells me her loves me
finding my inperfections to be beautiful
telling me he wont leave me or brake me
we can just hang out and talk for hours
but right at this moment
all I can do is think
I'm going to miss him
when he's gone and done with me
I'm going to miss his off beat questions
hanging out on his futon
his I love you's in my ear
most of all his kisses
they tell me everything
bu tone day they'll be gone
What kind of girl has to be so....
harsh with realism twards herself
and so when it comes I will miss him
:iconbesame143:besame143 1 4
The real  world by ashesandghosts The real world :iconashesandghosts:ashesandghosts 0 2 Glosoli by gutterpunkgirl Glosoli :icongutterpunkgirl:gutterpunkgirl 7 6 The Bass Player by jasinski The Bass Player :iconjasinski:jasinski 1,587 249 Val au Chute by FmagnumX Val au Chute :iconfmagnumx:FmagnumX 5 15 music is life by ptitehooligan music is life :iconptitehooligan:ptitehooligan 655 112 feeling good. by ptitehooligan feeling good. :iconptitehooligan:ptitehooligan 250 61
The Reason
The Reason my lungs breathe
The Reason my heart beats
The Reason my blood flows
The Reason I cut deep
The Reason for everything
The Reason for nothing
Emotion and shallowness cloud into something
I thought I felt one thing, then you felt another
I suppose this is going nowhere
I suppose I'll just forget everything
I'll try, but can't
Of course this is anything but true love
But no, it is
Its something more, something different
I can't explain, nor do I want it to be true
This is something special
No one will ever compare with me and you
:iconpsycopath64:psycopath64 4 16
Don't brake me
You say things I want to believe
Its hard to keep any kind of gaurd
The thought of you makes me worry
Will he eneivitably brake me?
When I sleep on him I dream violently
I dont mean for him to hear what he does
But he hears it all the same
These things he hears are my inner most fears
Him braking me is one of my biggest fears
I have been beaten physicaly and mentaly
But I have never been broken
I cant do it
I thought it it would be ok
But the idea of him leaving that would kill me
No that couldnt realy kill me
Though it just might brake me
:iconbesame143:besame143 2 4
Dead Roses In A Garden
I am from my mother,
Her life, her body, her soul.
I am from my father,
When he takes his tole.
I am from the darkness,
The sky, the moon, the night.
I am from my anger,
My rage, my pride, my fight.
I am from depression,
Shaking, crying, tears,
Dead roses in a garden,
Strewn throughout the years.
I am from bondage,
Ropes, and chains, and strings,
Handcuffs, and razorblades,
And many other things.
I am from my music,
A.F.I. and KoRn.
I am from perversion,
Gay sex, taboo, and porn.
I am from my sisters,
Their cries, confides, and fits.
I am from sharp objects,
Jagged pencils and toothpicks.
I am from deprivation,
Clothes that never fit,
Cheap presents at Christmas time,
From always being hit.
I am from regret,
From an undesired kiss
From doing something awful
From unrequited bliss.
I am from confusion,
Cross-dressers and transvestites.
I am from lost innocence,
From child scarring sights.
I am from the others,
The ones that you ignore,
The ones that wear dark trench coats,
When going to
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Hiding by Rissa-Fox Hiding :iconrissa-fox:Rissa-Fox 10 23 Gotax and Asariel by Asariel Gotax and Asariel :iconasariel:Asariel 1 4
Pretty Tint of Purple
The room is wavering...
Dark little demons are creeping into my vision,
They start from the edges and work inward.
I see:
My room...
The posters on my walls,
The Chosen Ones that I loved enough
To display in my space.
The pictures...
So many good memories
I plastered all over to remind me that
Once upon a time
I was happy.
My stomach is starting to churn...
I can't feel my legs anymore,
Just the cold tingling of blood leaving its vessels.
I hear:
My radio...
The one I got for my thirteenth birthday,
The one that faithfully stuck through those tough teen years
When I set one CD on repeat for hours and hours.
My dogs...
Crying at my door,
Wanting into my room...
I can see their shadows and little paws beneath the door...
I am sorry I cannot move to open it.
I close my eyes....
Finding breath hard to come by...
Finally, I won't be scared anymore...
I see:
A pretty tint of purple blood...
For it started out red, but
The ink from the my favorite blue pen
Which is still lodged in my jugular
:icondeusaescura:DeusaEscura 0 5
There Once Was A Girl
There once was a girl from Illinois,
who had smarts, beauty, and poise,
she got a voice in her head,
and did what it said,
when she tried to drown out the noise.
Her father died from a clot,
her mother was recently shot,
no one to obey,
to say it's okay,
she thought it was fine when it's not.
She yelled at her friends on the phone,
she took a horrible tone,
no one to shed tears,
when she realized her fears,
so now she lays dead and alone.
:iconthe-infamous-jimbob:the-infamous-jimbob 5 35



I've been a part of DeviantArt for the past 3 years. And I've hate this community more and more as each day passes. The only good thing I've found are friends. I've met a lot of people, I've even loved and lost people here. But I feel my time has come for me to part from this world.

I've slowly started the construction of a personal website where I will put up my work. And in the days to come I will be taking down all my work from DA. Once my website is up and running, I will permantly stop visiting this place.

If anybody wishes to keep in touch with me they just need to come see me on MSN or AIM. If you don't have my adress, just note me yours.



Shimoroka Kemryu Gotax
Current Residence: A cardboard box in your backyard
Favourite genre of music: Alternative//Progressive//Industrial//Instrumental//Techno
Favourite photographer: Those on my watchlist
Favourite style of art: Macabre//Horror
Operating System: Copland OS
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: 5.7x28mm SS190
Wallpaper of choice: Fresh Blood
Skin of choice: Human
Favourite cartoon character: Sonic The Hedgehog
Personal Quote: Eleanor, you've lost me in a haze of wine and cocaine.


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mathematix Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Don't leave :devart: just yet. You got a lot of great things to still do.

:ahoy: :peace:
mamamoocz5 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It's been a while. How goes it deviant-friend?
syhon Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2006   Interface Designer
:o I have your avatar as an emoticon on msn... :O how did that happen? I got it off a friend, who got it off a friend - did you make it?
withak Featured By Owner May 5, 2006   Writer
too sad to see you go.
Caramel-drop Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2006
Thanks for the watch !
startitan Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2006
You have more pageviews then me :D
InConflict Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2006
I love your avatar although it seems unfinished..
widethink Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2006
Super tes créas je trouve sa original!
derffie Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2006
I love your avatar!!! its the best one I have seen!! sooo funny!!!
balbuzard Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2006
=) Merci pour le watch aussi! Alors on va surment se croisé kekefoit dans le cegep sans meme savoir on est qui=P ca me fait marrer quand meme=P
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